Chocolate High

How can I tell you no when you shake me in parts I never knew of? You only want me because you know what you do to me. You get your kicks on my yearning, how bad I want you to touch me there, to wrap your fingers around my love for you. Even after my world fell apart, even after you broke my heart. I wasn’t enough. I wasn’t “her”. The words were there, sure, but the rest of it, the parts that matter don’t belong to me. They belong to her, wait, to her, no no, for sure they’re hers. What did I do to deserve this feeling? I just wanted your body; how dare you make me love you? How could you whisper in my ear, all the ways you need me, literally sweet nothings that made me cling to you tighter and give you every single little drop…? How did we get here? What voodoo do you do and where the fuck are my panties??? My brain is screaming to me, trying so hard to shut me down but damn, my body’s humming to that strumming. This body is a slave to you & I’m trapped in my mind, trying to rationalize our betrayal. The wrong thing is on my mind, this love I’ve been burning for; baby it’s hers. Mine isn’t up for grabs, I took it away so long ago. Can someone please inform my loins? You never belonged to me, so what is it about this flame? Why does it still burn so hot for you and why do I keep getting burned?

Beautiful & Broken

Would you look at those eyes?
Those quiet, soulful brown eyes. What brown eyes you have…the eyes have it, they tell me all I need to know. Those eyes, they give me everything I need. They see more than the skin, more than the top, the bottom and all in between. He sees the potential, the extravagance, the REAL beauty.
What’s on that mind? Can I make love to your soul and pull you from the everlasting flame of that fire you make? No heaven is perfect for you, no hell deserves you, only the warm embrace of these arms can hold you. The torture you endure is too much for me to bear but you hold strong. Ooh, you strong…strong enough to hold the weight of the world and sweet enough to reach out and open the door, baby, you got it!
She broke you, tore you down, flip you around and put you to the side. I’m just tryna flip you up, turn you right side up and prove that you deserve that good time. Baby, let me show you how beautiful you are to me. Let me give you this REAL woman loving that will break you down at the knees and have you gasping for the air surrounding me. Baby, let me run yo bath water, you working too hard to get to that throne that you belong on. Don’t you know you got it, baby?